Why Is Life Soo Hard?

As I lay in my dorm room I begin to wonder, why does life have to be soo hard? I have a wonderful boyfriend who is in the army and is over in iraq right now and we are both going home the same weekend me only for a weekend but him for two weeks. He has asked me to marry him and I want to but I dont have the time to plan a wedding right now. My dad doesnt even know we are dating and when we both get home he wants to go to the court house and get married there and then have a big wedding after he comes home for good in march of 09. I love him to death but I dont know how my dad is going to react when he finds out that we have been dating and that we are planning on getting married. My dad has never met this dude in his life and I'm kinda scared for my dad to meet him because I know my dad is going to over react and everything and I'm afraid I might lose him. He knows how much I care for him because I was the one there for him no matter what he was going through no matter how bad it hurt me I was there for him. I care more about him and I'm more worried than some of his family members. I just wanna be with him no matter what. I love him more than anything in the world I would do anything that is possible to be with him or anything he needed me to do. But I do know that one day I will have him right there beside me all summer long and all year and for the rest of my life. To tell you the truth I really dont care what my dad thinks because I love him with all my heart.

CammieL CammieL
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 7, 2008

It sounds like youve come to your own solution.<br />
Your going to have to tell your dad sometime. I think if i was in his place, it would hurt me a lot more to not know and suddenly realize you were married than to just get mad. The worst he can do is disaprove. He cant tear you away from your soldier if you dont want him to.<br />
So I say go for it ^_^ and good luck!!