Ok so the guy that I say I am dating is amazing. We aren' t technically boyfriend/girlfriend because I have only known him for 2 months now and he is deploying in less then a month to iraq for a year. He says that he doesn't want to ask me to wait and that he wants me to have a good time and live my life while he is gone. but how? How do I do that when he has touched my heart like he has already?
I barely see him and yet I feel like Ive known him forever. he really is the sweetest guy I have ever met. I can go on all the dates I want and nothing will ever compare to him. he is everything I have ever dreamed about and more. So how do i get through this year knowing all of this?