I Miss Him So Much!

So I went to see him on Wednesday!!! The drive there was about 12 hours and it was an awful awful trip! I almost got mugged and then my car broke down I thought I was never going to get there and then after all that I went to the bathroom and was bleeding! (I'm pregnant) It ws an awful mess...but everything ws ok and I finally got there! And I can't even describe how it felt to see him! I missed him so so much! 
      We got married on Febuary 11! And I am proud to say that he is my husband I can't wait till he gets home so we can start our life together!

       He is now offically out of the country and it is so hard! I went to my first doctors appointment today and when I got there all the other women who were there had there husbands with them and i just can't imagine doing this without him! When he gets home our baby will be 5 months old...he is going to miss our babys first christmas...it is just awful! I feel so sad I want him here so so so bad! 

 

bhertz88 bhertz88
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4 Responses Feb 13, 2009

Bless, I just found out that I am pregnant with our fourth child. Its allways tough being away from the one you love. Even more so when there not htere to hold you tight or rub your back. Run to the store for you in the middle of the night when you have that craving for something but are to tired to get up and dressed and go to the store. But I allways try to remember that my husband isn't home because he is fighting for our freedoms and so our children freedoms. I will keep you in my prayers if you need anything let me know.x

Congratulations on getting married, and stay strong honey!

It is hard. My soldier missed our daughters birth and hasn't meant her yet and she is almost 9 months old. We have other kids and we have went through every holiday and every birthday without him. He was also away for the birth of our youngest son but he got to see him when he was 2 weeks old! So I understand the whole going to the doctor and people looking at you and feeling like they are thinking "wow she is all alone,the daddy left and she is a single mom!" Yeah felt that way. And I just wanted to scream " HE IS IN IRAQ DANG IT! STOP STARING!!! But you are strong and will make it through. Get a webcam they are the greatest! Good Luck, if you need anything let me know! God Bless

I am 5 months pregnant and my bf will be gone for 8 months. Hes going to miss the birth and 4 months of the babys life. I know its so hard. But i just keep thinking that once i have the baby ill be so infatuated with how much i adore the baby that i wont be as sad that he's not there. and you have to remember that atleast we get to be there when it happens they dont even get that. They prolly feel ten times worse. But it is hard. But just think about when he does get to see the baby how happy he will be.