This Is So Very Very Very Hard.

My boyfriend just went to basic training 2 days ago. I thought i could be prepared for this but ever since i left the airport my heart doesnt feel right. I miss him soooo much. I want to hear his voice or atleast get a letter but i dont know when that will happen. I ve been with my boyfriend for 7 months. I am almost 5 months pregnant. I love him so much. I know he loves me and he wants to make our life together better but I cant stop crying. I dont know what to do....I just wanna hear him say everything will be okay.

KingsQueen KingsQueen
18-21, F
3 Responses Feb 13, 2009

I swear it gets easier but at times yeah that feeling will creep up on ya and u'll bawl for what seems like the stupidest reasons then on other days you be on top of the world so proud that your with and know someone so brave<br />
the Ups and Downs are a killer but ALWAYS, ALWAYS worth it<br />
The tears will subside and you'll pick up and carry on

Every day gets easier. And just remember that he loves you and is doing this to make his life and ur life and that babies life as stable as possible. I went through 2 pregnancies alone. One while he was in basic and our daughter was born while he was deployed..she is almost 9 months and he hasn't meant her yet. Try and stay strong not only for urself but for that wonderful little baby. He or she needs her mommy to be strong. Try and keep busy..I know that gets hard being pregnant and all. Lean on the girls on here...they are wonderful and have great advice. There is always someone dealing with the same thing you are. He will contact you as soon as possible cause just as much as you miss him, he is missing you! Well, stay strong,keep ur head up. God Bless. If you need anything let me know! OH and welcome to the Military Life....its crazy...but it will make u stronger and it will be worth it when you go to his will be so very proud of him!

It gets a little easier, i promise! Of course there will be the hard days- we ALL have them- but thats what we are here for! To talk with eachother and help eachother through them! He will write you as soon as he can and prolly call to when he can! Just take it one day at a time. Find things to keep yourself busy! And girly, everything will be okay! We are all here for you! Write me any time you need!