Sad & Lonely

Ever since Anthony left to go to basic...

I have been having a very hard time with my life. My hormones are screwed up because of pregnancy.

No one in my family wants to talk to me because im so emotional and i guess a ***** to them....

Anthony is the only one who cared about my problems. I miss him so much. I dont really have friends. Real friends dont exist i guess.

I got a letter from Anthony the other day and everytime i get sad i read it...i read it all the time....

I dont have no one but him and he isnt here and its killin me.....I just want him to hold me and tell me its all gunna be ok......because right now...i dont think it is....

 

KingsQueen KingsQueen
18-21, F
3 Responses Feb 26, 2009

i went thought this when my x was serving over seas. it is very hard. say your prayers, think happy thoughts and so everything you can to keep your self calm. its really hard to do, i remember. i am here for you to talk to.

my husband is at ft jackson for basic he left jan 20th and it is hard as hell we have a 3 1/2 month old which makes it even harder, i completely know what you are going through just send him lots of letters and pictures!! how far along are you

I've never been through quite what you're going through but my guys in basic to, and its hard :( But I couldn't imagine being pregnant! You are so strong girl Keep hanging in there, you gotta try to not let all that stress get too, fort he baby :) Just do your own thing and keep reading that letter :) & looking at pictures of you guys together and just know that this won't last for ever & he'll be home and in your arms very soon!!