My Soldier and I.

iam not to sure where to start with this. i got alot on my mind. okay so i may babble on and on about probably nothing but i need to tell someone how iam feeling and i trust you girls so here it goes. me and my solider been together for the past 4 years.which is insane because iam 18 and he's 20 and we been together since we were really young. but we known since i was 14 that he was made for me. is that possible? my friends think iam insane for loving and being with him and puts our relationship down and saying we wont make it when he deploys and that what happens when he gets stationed somewhere. will he cheat? and it really gets under my skin. i cry almost every night because i want my friends to understand just as much as i do how our love truly is. and another problem of mine. i got a best friend thats a guy. he has always been there for me no matter what and he understands everything. not by personal reasons but because he beleives me and my baby will make it unlike the rest of my friends. so i spend most my time with him. but all my friends think since i spend time with justin that things are going on. and it breaks me inside because they think id cheat and give everything up. what do i do? i tell them that id never do that and the reason why me n justin are always together is because i can tell him everything going on and that he actually understands but they are always saying ****. what do i do? what do i say? alsooo my baby is a very jealous person. he is jealous of justin even though he knows he is the only one of my friends that understand wut me n him are going through but he still gets jealous and doesnt like me hanging out with justin. what do i do about that because theres no way i can just stop talking to justin because he is the only one there for me other than yall and my baby. soo help please. =/ sorry i went on and on but i needed to let it all out.

thanks ladies.

ColesOneandonly18 ColesOneandonly18
18-21, F
Mar 9, 2009