Trying to Stay Strong

Me and My boyfriend have been togther for a year and a half. A month ago he went to fortleonarwood Mo for training. He will be there for five months. And my goodness i didnt think it would be this hard. I am use to seeing him everysingle day. seriously the only time apart would be when i was at work, and even then he would come visit me for a while. Me and him have been through so much, things most people would never even think about going through. I was raped and he helped me through that. I tried to commit suicide. I took 30 pills and then i tried to take more, and he literally reached in my mouth and took them out...he saved my life. I didt think it was possible to miss someone so much...

When does it get easier?

I get one call a week, and letters a few times. =( i just miss me baby.

But when he gets back he is purposing...we are planning on gettin married next summer...so i guess i have to get use to this life lol

Ladies, this is a hard job being an soilders girl. but it is so worth it.

Im the girl who waits months apart for a single kiss, a kiss that makes these months worth every second