well today i waited for my phone call it finally came when i was with some friends. well i went out side to tlk to him in privit and it was the best phone cal of my life. we talked about getting engaged and how now he does not think of me as his girlfriend he thinks of me an his fiance. which made me so happy to hear that. and to know that he loves me and wants to spend the rest of his life with me and only me couldnt not of came at the right time he said we will be getting engaged soon but wont tell me when ughhh! its driving me crazy! i love him more than ever..but for some reason i am still upset i dont get it o get 55 mins on the phone with him and i am still upset what is wrong with this i just cant be happy any more i dont wanna leave my house unless i have to and just not happy anymore not myself anymore and just i feel like my life is falling apart help me please!!!!!!