Emotions!!

I am finally experiencing true . I was talking to my bf this morning and he was telling me how much he appreciated me, the care packages, just everything about me. Took so much of not to cry on the phone. He really just feels me with so much joy; loving him is effortless. Crazy how it took for me to be with a guy from military who is  in Iraq to experince this. I feel so bleesed to have him in my life. I carry his spirit everywhere I go. When I have even the most toughest of days, memories of use just play in my head and I instantly have a smile on my face.

This military lifestyle is not for weak women. With that being said, I applaud all of you ladies for being so tough. I am so happy to have found this site. I told him about my site and he was so happy to hear that I am able to talk to people who fully understood me. I can not wait until he is home, which is in about two weeks .I am amazed that I was able to get through so many months without him being here. I can not wait until we are able to start our lives together. I am in love, and we are also best friends. I feel so fortunate.

I am sorry ladies, just having a moment, forgive me!