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I Am No Longer An Army Girlfriend

today is our anniversery and i wanted to help pay his expensive phone bill. so i get on tmobile and all i see are his calls and texts to the girl he cheated on me with before he left. and while im waiting here for days for a text or call he is talking to her sending her pictures and texting her. he knows she is the one girl i wish i could be because she had something that he wanted that i couldnt give her. adn he promised me i will never talk to her again. im not controlling she is just the one girl that gets to me. like what kind of girl stalks your myspace saying  i slepty  with your boyfriend and i taught him everthing you like. it just gets to me. and now that he is talking to her again i cant be with him. he knows he messed up he tried apologizing its just i cant trust him again. it hurts so bad. my heart feels so empty and scared but he has to realize he cant walk all over me. i learned my lesson and now he needs to learn his and realize he lost me for  a while. maybe we can try it later on again but right now im not strong enough at all. i love him to death its just i cant do it anymore if i will just be second best. i lost the best thing i ever had but maybe i can continue living my life day by day and it might get better. my solider still has my heart in iraq and i cant ever get it back.

amberwesson amberwesson 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 14, 2009

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Oh my gosh, im so sorry...<br />
I had one of those "OTHER" girls...<br />
Before me and my Solider started to date he was begging to be with me...i. was scared so i always denied him but when we finally did started i went to use his phone to call my mom once and saw he was texting her...about getting naked pictures...and such. Anyways when something like this happens trust is ruined...but it can always be rebuilt...one day at a time...<br />
Take time for yourself to think...and then talk to him...<br />
I hope everything goes well...<br />
Message me if you need to chat.

Oh I'm sorry to hear that! GUYS CAN BE TOTAL JERKS SOMETIMES! :( THEY SUCK! If you ever want to talk, I"m here!!! Hope things start looking up for you! You obviously deserve better! Don't lose hope!

I'm so sorry, I know how you feel, my guy and I broke up over the weekend and its so hard. First you have to be strong to love someone in the army, then you have to be even stronger letting them go!!

Wow. i am really sorry to hear that. I am happy that you stood up for yourself and he should understand when a girl makes you uncomfortable. I know what you mean with all that. U can talk to me if ya want to. I hope your okay, i know this must be very hard.

Wow. i am really sorry to hear that. I am happy that you stood up for yourself and he should understand when a girl makes you uncomfortable. I know what you mean with all that. U can talk to me if ya want to. I hope your okay, i know this must be very hard.

Oh my gosh girl. I am so sorry to hear your story. That's aweful!!!! We are still here for you girl to support you no matter what you do! You still understand what we go through, so don't ever feel like you need to leave our group!!!! Message me if you ever need anything!!!