Chutes And Ladders
I feel like my heart is playing a game of chutes and ladders. Thats what I like to call it anyways. Yesterday I experienced the hardest day I have had so far since my boyfriend left. I cried so much and even doubted myself as to whether or not I could even live the army life for the next fifteen to twenty years. I even had talked to my boyfriend about it to let him know how scared I was, and he helped talk me through it which helped a lot. And then today was a complete 180 from yesterday. I was all smiles and felt so much love from my soldier and was in such a good mood today. It doesn't usually happen that I will change moods from one moment to the next throughout the day, for me its more that each day can be completely different from the day before. Like yesterday and today for example. I am just wondering is it "normal" to experience such drastic mood changes from one day to the next?