This Is So Hard Right Now..

i am in absolute love with my soldier but its hard sometimes cause i am a single mother and i am so scared that if i fall too hard or fast that i will get hard again like so many times before and i am trying not to doubt him but its getting harder and harder cause right now hes in the field and i just want him here with me to give me some reassurances..

hisbabygirlforever89 hisbabygirlforever89
18-21
1 Response Mar 3, 2010

I'm a single mom also. I've been hurt in the past and it can be quite hard to open up your heart again. I'm mostly afraid that my daughter will be affected if something happend to us. I guess trying a new relationship out wouldn't be such a bad thing. Being so far away from the one you love is so hard! My guys going to be in the field for 4 weeks and we cant talk. I wont see him until October:( Once he's back then I would try to spend as much time as I could with him to make sure that he's the right one for you and your child. I know how hard it is to be a single parent and trying to date at the same time. Being a mom is a full time job and it can be tough to find time to connect with someone else! Stay strong!! I hope everything works out for you!