And It All Came Crashing Down...boom

So my last story was one of a young woman in love and awaiting the return of her soldier. Well this is the complete opposite of that!! I AM SOOO ******* angry right now and i don't know which way is up or down. Last night i discovered that the man i love, the father of my child, is not some diamond in the ruff he is just like every other d-bag out there. To my surprise he has been seeing one of those ***** off craigslist . YEAH really lowwww well i have not talked to him and i have been up all night thinking about the whys, whats, and the who knows. I am not staying with this ******* because i deserve better and so does my son! It would be different if we didn't have our son because i would just skype him saying have a nice life a hole and be on my way. But i can't just do that, i have to face this head on and do whats best for me and him. If he wants some lose ***** then fine live your life that way, but don't be with me for 3 years and then start becoming this sexually demon and thinks this is going to fly. I can't believe how stupid and blind i have been. Can this really be my life?

Thankfulmommy20 Thankfulmommy20
18-21, F
4 Responses Mar 10, 2010

I'm so sorry to hear about this. Keep your head up & stay strong for your son. I'm here if you ever need to talk.

awwww im srry. if u ever need to talk u cna message me. when times are bad u have to look at the positive. ur going to be angry for awhile. yea he is a total a** hole but dont let him have power over you we are all here for u. u just need to reach out :)

I know how you feel. I have been with my boyfriend for over three years and he is deployed right now. But he came home for leave about three weeks ago and I found out he was obsessively talking to and seeing his ex girlfriend. It feels like you are completely betrayed after everything you have given and sacrificed, just to be screwed over in the end. But I guess you just have to do what you know is right for your son and give him the kind of father that he really deserves.

wow im sorry this has happened to you.