Is This Normal??

Ok so my man is coming home in 5 DAYS!!!!!! ahh I have looked forward to this day for the passed 4 months. But as strange as this sounds, the closer it comes the more scared I get. Is it normal that I am really nervous? I thought I would just be so excited that I wouldn't even be scared. But the more I think about it, the more frightening it seems. Is that a bad sign? Things seem the same when we talk on the phone and I really do just picture it being the way it was before he left. But am i setting myself up for dissapointment? Ahh this is rough! If you have any suggestions I would be VERY grateful :)

sunlovermaddy sunlovermaddy
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 11, 2010

Nah i think that's kinda of normal. Your life is going to change drastically once he's home. You won't be alone anymore and then things between you two will prob become more serious. Fear ofchange maybe? Are you afraid he will be a different person than when he left?