My guy is out in the field for the first time we have been together and he is without communication. This is the first time we haven't talked at least once during the day since we have been together and we have been together for a long time. It is really hard to be dealing with and I really hate that I can't even talk to him. It is a lot harder then I honestly thought it would be. He isn't there to call me when I wake up or right before I go to sleep. It may sound childish but I really miss little things like that. He is going to be going through a deployment and I will get to talk to him every few days which I think I will be better with. It isn't even the not seeing him part, it is the fact that I can't talk to him or skype him.
Sorry and thanks for letting me ramble... just had to get it out.