I'm Better Now
I've been feeding again, had a feast last night actually. Almost killed her, but before you go and be all like "how could you" it has been five years! That is way too long, I needed it, I'm not done with my feast,but I do need to give her a break. I love it, always have, I just didn't afterwards. I still feel the guilt but I've got to get over it. I was stupid, it's in our nature, and I needed it. Thank you, all of you who let me realize this.