I am a jealous and possessive woman. I'm not ashamed. This is who I am. If a man wants to be with me, I point that out up front, as he has a right to know what he's about to get into. They think it's cute at first but then after it gets serious, they see how serious I am. You with me? Then you are mine! (And I am yours). I expect total transparency in a relationship. You want privacy? Then I'm not your girl. You want space? Move along. Some suggest this isn't healthy. Well maybe it's not healthy or ideal for you but this is who I am and what I want. Even being this way, I have never had a problem getting or keeping a relationship. My relationships last long (5 - 10 years is my average), they are intensely passionate (in all the right ways), and when (if ever) they ended, they more often than not, end on good terms where we remained friends. (Unless I was betrayed, then they ended with the man consumed with so much guilt they attempted suited when they realized I left forever without even a second chance). So, while some say this is unhealthy, and I know my lover wants me to trust him.. But I can't. It's just not in my nature to trust. But as I expect full transparency, I also give full transparency. I'm devoted and never cheat. You want to see my email? Sure baby here is my password. That's just who I am, and that is the cost of my love. I have had only few complaints. I've tried to be more trusting in my youth before I learned to accept myself as I am, and I always got taught that nasty lesson of betrayal. Now, I just tell you.. This is me. Take it or leave it. And as I'm about to be remarried, I guess HE thought I was worth it.
DreamChristine DreamChristine
31-35, F
5 Responses Aug 18, 2014

interestingly enough - my how life changes with our vision - I am no longer this way and I am learning that we can not love and control. Love exists in freedom. ....

THE ONLY THING I WANT TRANSPARENT IS YOUR PANTIES AND I DON'T MIND YOU FLASHING THEM FOR OTHERS TO SEE WHAT I GET EVERY DAY!

I find that behavior repulsive

I love your words and your honesty.

This is me all over :)

You seem to be a high risk and high reward woman.

I don't know what that means.

You are cute but you could be a problem.

I'm definitely a problem.