A Difficult Place
It is after midnight and I can't sleep. Once again I have gotten no recognition, no acknowledgement of my value, from the one I married. My husband has told me that he has no interest in anything I do. There is no emotional connection, no physical connection anymore. I am continually devalued. I consider myself a strong person, and I hold my own in general, but I am teetering on depression tonight. I have two children, my financial situation is precarious, and I am unable to leave right now. I do get wonderful support from friends, which almost makes my situation at home harder to take. I don't mean to whine, but I do feel better venting a bit. I must sort out what I should do- I cannot remain miserable. I deserve more.