Im alone i feel, my husbands been wkin nites n he been talking to a girl on phone! I caught him! He wont admit to. Nothing! I know for him to go that first step, hes no longer happy with me... I was happy.. I neva asked him for much, or hassled him to be with me.. But now i realized its ova!! Not on my end. He jus wants me around cause it costs too much$ to get rid of me!!!! He truely dont love me... He was starting to have a thing with this girl if he didnt already! I look in his eyes n kno he really domt want me.. He lies to my face. Then finally tells me a diff truth... I kno marriage has its ups n downs. But i guess i neva really knew how he was feelin n he would act onn it!!! He broke my heart! I will neva love him the same! He is not pure to mee. He is a coward who wont admit his wrong doings. He lnows its cheatin talkin with other grls. He told me he wAs wrong! Just release me if u no longer love me! But he wont! Im goin through soo much this past 6 months or 6 yrs too, with personal stuff. He has no sympathy for me or care! Guys did he eva love me???? I dont want to wonder who he be with all the time, this isnt called marriage any longer! N. i dont want it!!!