My husband and I been together for 10 years but been married 2 yrs. We started off so good and he had a twinkle in his eyes when he would see me. He treats me well sometimes and spend time with me, but lately he been pulling back from me and I know he is not cheating its........... I don't know I think we are growing apart. I tell him I am lonely but it seems to go from one ear throughout the other. I just miss the old us. I know I shouldn't dwell in the past, but that is the only thing that have me staying.. Usually, I would just leave if I am not happy but we took vows and I know we haven't been married long; but I am craving for some passion some excitement. I just want him to have a twinkle in his eyes when he see me. We can be together but not really together if some of you ladies know what I mean. I am very tempted on going find the attention somewhere else but I don't want to commit adultery.