Been married now for 13 yrs, always wanted to be married. Thought marriage would be so special shared between 2 people who really wanted to spend their lives together. Thought I would have that best friend, companion someone who would always put me #1, make me feel special, well that dream has been shattered. Don't know if he's going thru a mid-life crisis or what. But now it's all about him. Feels like his life has nothing to do with mine. Feel very disconnected, separate. Dont' want to cheat for physical reasons, but am really missing that closeness and compainship that I thought I signed up for. Sick of being neglected. Anyone else feel like this??