I used to let all my inner turmoil and craziness out whenever the mood hit me. I played on the boy's football team, ran through doors just to hear the crashes, spun around in circles to see if I could stand up while dizzy. Then I hurt someone letting out my frustration. I was mortified and terrified. So I began keeping a part of myself locked away inside so I didn't do it again. I'm now concidered a very dependable and predictable friend.