Most People Have No Idea

I'm shy, and can be quite awkward. I assume that's how most people see me. But I feel like I completely different person when I'm attracted to someone. Something clicks. The awkwardness disappears, and I'm confident and charming. The doubt that consumes me most of the time just slides away when I'm in pursuit. And I just totally lose myself in the act -- and it's exhilarating. Sex feels like an escape from who I am most of the time.
bisque bisque
26-30, M
Sep 9, 2012