Why Do I Run Back?

I have been with my ex girlfriend for about 3 years. It was amazing at first then turned into a controlling aspect. It started with mental abuse the turned progressivly into physical I use to fight back now I have given up. shes cause me 2 hospital trips both times guilt tripping me into believing i brought this upon myself. Im asking for help or any sort of feed back cause last night she got arrested for strangling me in public and for some reason im feeling guilty, scared, and alone. I wanna save her but I have a family who will disown me this is the last straw to them or they believe I will end up dead. I just need some advice :?
LindseyCaroline LindseyCaroline
18-21, F
May 9, 2012