A Man Living In The Box Of Domestic Violence

I still really love her but I know she needs help. It started out great she was sober at first with alchol. She still used weed and it made her a little moody we had a great engagement and early marriage. After awhile she started pinching me with her nails and slapping and controlling when I could leave. She made me quit my job because she did not like me leaving in the morning. Then she started drinking again and beat so badly the first time that it was hard to open my left eye. She the first few drinking binges apologized and promised to stay sober. Where it all went down hill was one night cut face with her nails, caused me to black out, almost clawed my eyes out and hit several times. I called the police and 45 mins later she was arrested for domestic violence. I got a temporary protective order in the morning and she made bail that night and came close to violating the order when she came with police to get her things. After that a day later she called me and said I want get anger management and stay sober I am so sorry I did not mean to hurt you. After coffee she convinced me to let her come back. The next day she started trying to retake control making under her control. She tried make me feel at fault and threatening and pinching me when ever said she was at fault. After that she decided to take off to Vegas while on bail. While in Vegas she started drinking and started kicking hotel room doors and insulting people. When I got her back to the room she hit me several times and threatened me. When we got back took me out to a restaurant and she had $80 in drinks. She tried to force me to talk to her lawyer and the da. She threw a glass at me almost hitting baby behind me. She told its mom it's just a glass of water get over it. Then she went on a shopping spree. When we left the store key quit working and she was drunk and not let me drive. She took my phone when I called aaa for her, she canceled my membership and tore the card. After she got off my phone she threw my phone and dug her nails in to my face. After that I left and went home and she was not allowed to return as I realized with help she will kill me. She had come close with her hard platform shoes. Now I am waiting on the case and her in hopes that she will
seek help.