How Did I Become "that Girl?"You hear so many people talk about "that girl."
Usually it's girls talking about "that girl." That girl that always lets her boyfriend cheat on her, that girl that lets people walk all over her, you get my drift?
I was one of "those girls." I never thought I would be the one to let someone talk down to me, let alone beat me while I was pregnant.
Before "you know who" I was different, I feared nothing, I was the one to throw the first punch, the one you could dare to do anything!
What happened to me? I ask myself that almost every day now. Why did you let it get so bad?
you would think that when your carrying someone's unborn child they wouldn't hit you, let alone throw you around.
Yep, I was "that girl."
I will never forget the first time he slapped me. I cried and cried. Not because it hurt but because my ear was still ringing and I knew there was no talking my way out of this one, It was definitely going to bruise.
No matter how much I hated him, I didn't want to be alone. I hate being alone, Still to this day.
It just got worse from there.
He would lock me in closets, choke me, threaten to kill the dog if I kept screaming, steal my phone to make sure I couldn't call for help, the list goes on and on. I never called the cops I was too afraid. Honestly I wasn't afraid of him, I always fought back no matter how bad he kicked my ***, I was more afraid of people knowing I was "that girl."
The last night I let him attack me was shocking. I usually saw it coming but he caught me off guard that night. He had been drinking and to make a long story short he wanted to have sex and I refused....To be honest, If it wasn't for my friend forgetting her car seat in my apartment I wouldn't be alive to write this. He chocked me till I was almost unconcious, I couldn't scream because he had his hand so tight around my mouth I felt like my teeth were about to fall out.
Long story short, He is now in prison for vehicular manslaughter and is getting out in a couple months and has made it very obvious that he is going to find me and the STUPID *** police wont do anything to protect me! They say they need recent evidence to do anything. So I guess if I live threw the next event I can make a police report! Thanks for protecting me, I will be buying a gun.
That is "the girl" im going to be.