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Breaking Point

THESE PAST 5 YEARS I HAVE BEEN IN A SOME WHAT GREAT RELATIONSHIP WITH
"THE MAN OF MY DREAMS". HE IS MY WORLD AND MY BESTFRIEND. WELL HE WAS. NOW HE IS A TOTALLY NEW MAN. MY DREAM MAN ENDED UP BEING A PHYSCO. HE BEATS ME RAPES ME AND TREATS ME LIKE A SEX SLAVE. I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT, THEN I SLEEP ALL DAY FROM DEPRESSION. ONE NIGHT HE CAME HOME IN A DRUNK RAGE AND TOOK HIS ANGER OUT ON ME. HE TORTURED ME TILL SUN RISE WITH SHARP KNIFES AND HOT IRONS. HE CHOKES ME TILL I PASS OUT, STUCK A BROOM UP MY ***, PULLED OUT HANDFULLS OF MY HAIR, STABBED ME IN THE ARM, PUNCHED ME IN MY FACE......AND SO ON. I WOULD NEVER WISH THIS TYPE OF PAIN ON ANYONE. NOW WHEN WE ARE IN BED I DONT FEEL ANY CONNECTION. I TRYED A MILLION TIMES TO LEAVE HIM BUT HE WONT LET ME. I AM SCARED THAT HE IS GOING TO KILL ME BECAUSE HE HAS NO LIMITS AND WHEN HE IS IN THE HEAT OF THE MOMENT HE SAYS THINGS LIKE "TODAY YOU DIE *****" WHILE HE CHOKES THE LIFE OUT OF ME. NOBODY EVER HELPS ME INCLUDING THE POLICE. AS AKWARD AS THAT SOUNDS IT IS THE FULL TRUTH.
heaven562 heaven562 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 30, 2012

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if nobody can help then help your yourself, make him see that person in you he has never seen,defend yourself gal before he kills you or you spit him out,wen hen come begging don't listen cos he will do worst.

I know you really have alot of built up feelings that is so hard to release after all of that !! I would suggest to find a domestic abuse shelter in your area . If you can not get there call them they will help you find counselling and support !! There is alot of people out there to help you . I know how you feel when the police can't even protect you . That's is sad but I truly suggest finding help for yourself through a domestic violence shelter believe it works !!

You need to leave....NOW!!! Please write me and let me know how your doing and if you need to talk....