I Feel So Alone And Stupid When I Think About Why I Havent Left Yet
right now I am feeling so emotionally abused. I just got off the phone with my boyfriend and we got into an argument and he threatened me like he always does only he doesnt call them threats theyre promises. Just the other night we were having a few and he got me mad and I got him mad and he choked me till I saw blue. I thought he wasnt going to stop. I tried screaming for help but no one cared or they were too drunk idk. Of course he apologized for it but when is it ever going to stop? He always promises me it wont happen again but it always does I don't know how much longer I can take it. I would ask my family for help but I am scared for them. I just need someone to talk to other than him I have no one.