I moved back in with my parents in June. I was with my ex for 5 and half years, and out of the time for 4 and half years he was emotionally, physically, and verbally abusive. Ive tried dating slowly, but im finding everything wrong with everyone. I feel like I cant heal and I want to know when is it that things get better. I have no one to talk to because either the people that now don't understand and they make me feel bad because that ask me why I never left sooner. The others don't know because Im not ready to tell them. I need someone to talk to and help me start healing like I should.