My Husband Wants To Kill Me
This story has been years in the making and has now reached a critical boiling point. My husband and I have been married for 5 years and it has not been the happiest of marriages. More than once it has gotten physically violent and once resulted in me going to the hospital. I have finally gotten up the courage to leave him and have been trying to get things in order to do so secretly. I had been stashing money into a new bank account and had put a deposit down on an apartment to leave ASAP but the apartment will not be ready till March 3rd. Last week my husband was placed in an inpatient medical facility for all his various problems that he is being medicated for and also Homicidal thoughts towards me and threatening suicide when he found out that I was leaving. I dropped off the necessities that he needed while being there yesterday and he admitted to me to still having the homicidal thoughts and even admitted this to his mother today. He also said he was going to be released either Friday or Monday. I really have no friends here because anytime I want to go out and do something with friends he gets very upset with me. All the while during his visit saying that he wants maritial counseling to try to save our marriage and asking me if I would agree to it. I am scared out of my mind about him coming home and I have no way to leave here. I cannot just go to a shelter because of my dogs. They are not safe to leave here with him either because this past year I found out how some of his former pets really died at his hands when he got angry. I do not know what to do. All of my spare money has gone to getting this apartment but I do not feel safe in this house. I am scared out of my mind right now and do not know what to do. I do not understand how they are releasing him while he is still having these awful thoughts. I guess that's just our good ol healthcare system at work yet again.