How Can I Make It Stop

I've been married to my husband for almost 19 years, but been together for 21 or so. I was young & naive, so I didn't know any signs of any kind of abuse. I didn't realize that putting guilt trips on me were part of the whole deal. I would make me feel guilty if I didn't come over before he called out to work. One night not long after we were married, I had parked my car in front of the house. He had come home in the middle of the night, w/ the truck, and got mad because he tried to park between the car and the edge of the street, and didn't have any room. He came storming in screaming at me to move my gd car and something better hadn't happened to the truck to mess it up. Another time, right after we found out I was pregnant, I had a bladder infection. I had started crying because I was hurting. So he shoved me into the living room from the kitchen. His nephew was living w/ us then & seen it happen. He didn't even speak up or defend me in any way. He knew I was pregnant. I was only 3 months along. Things have gotten a lot worse since then, and can't post it right now because he's in the other room.

wildfire1969 wildfire1969
41-45, F
Mar 12, 2010