Tough Times

 Every since December of last year I been fighting Sucidal thought or finding ways to hurt myself March 3 i came close to killing myself when my mom turn her on our family to stay with my cheating father. I was very depress and tryed to fight for my life. So i went into rehab for it i left after five days was ok for a little while then problems happen. Anytime I was left alone my thoughts of that night would happen and i start freaking and losing my mind then last night my girlfriend parents got a  fight with me I really went mentally crazy i think i almost try to kill myself again. Now once again im fighting with a 6 on 1 handicap match and im left with no tag partner I come here to get help so i can fell better again 
Davey9 Davey9
22-25
1 Response Jul 28, 2010

I think you would be very wise to go back to hospital for awhile. It seems like you did not really give yourself enough time to get over your serious depression. Now that things are not going well, you are seeing the signs of it again. Please get yourself some help.