My Not So Best Friend

My not so best friend hates me. My emotions have been so abuse for so long that I dont really have them anymore. I'm scared to hurt her so I try not to tell her anything. She keeps telling me that if she didn't feel bad for me she would kick me out. Thats exactly what I wan't to here from my best friend. She wants me to be there for her 100% but I just cant. She slept with my ex boyfriend who even now I still really love and it kills me inside how they could do that to me. I love them both so much but staying a loyal friend to both of them is killing me
Panthere Panthere
18-21, F
Dec 11, 2011