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My Appology

IM SORRY
IM SORRY FOR NOT TRUSTING YOU MORE
IM SORRY FOR NOT BELIEVING IN YOU
IM SORRY I DIDN'T PAY MORE ATTENTION TO YOU

IM SORRY I WAS JUST SURVIVING

IM SORRY YOU HURT SO MUCH
IM SORRY I CAUSED YOU THE PAIN
IM SORRY I LEFT YOU BEHIND

IM SORRY  SELF

IM SO SO SORRY

can you ever forgive me?


flodials flodials 41-45, F 7 Responses Mar 1, 2012

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I'm glad you are forgiving yourself it is necessary to heal. We can be your friends and we can love you but forgiveness must come from you. You have said "there is so much more to you," that is the wonderful journey of friendship, discovery. As Richard Bach said, "The bond that links your true family together is one of respect and joy in each others lives, rarely do members of one family grow up under the same roof." jack

I wrote this when I first joined. Featured it so I could remember to try to forgive myself. Easier said then done. Thank you for being part of my support. Without people like you I may just have kept on hiding. Seeing others survive is inspiring. Humbleing. So I continue to work towards healing myself.

The fact that you had to apologize so much was the sign that something was really wrong in your relationship. You call it love, yet love does not hurt like this, however narcissistic abuse does. Sounds like you listened to you "gut", and trusted that. But leaving a relationship where you have been exposed to emotional or psychological abuse can leaves you distressed and confused. If you last relationship was with a man who displayed narcissistic traits, then you need to learn how to recognize narcissistic behaviour...... otherwise you may attract a similar type again. I am putting up a link that has articles that explains narcissistic behaviour. Hope it is useful.

http://narcissisticbehavior.net/category/what-exactly-is-narcissism-explaining-the-many-facets-of-narcissism

Nice. We all deserve to forgive ourselves. Good job friend.

Thank you. I find the writing helps although It reinforces my pain. I think I have a book in me. Baby steps I guess......Gosh I am good at giving advice. just not following through on my own. Guess that is why I am sorry.

I think that it is beautiful and loving toward you...you deserve to treat yourself AS WELL as you would treat others. Congratulations on making this step into healing from abuse...keep writing hon!!!

forgive yourself and be at peace. You deserve it.

myself......it says that ......guess you didn't read it properly

You certainly deserve another chance many times over since no one is perfect and we all have felt that way before. We have all done dumb, idiotic, selfish things in our lives and wish we could take words back or have a do-over to un-do something already done...Whomever you wrote this for..I truly hope they Forgive and Forget and move into better future days...Lord Bless!