Dreams Keep Me Coming Back

Well, last night I had a dream that this girl that I am madly in love with, who recently cut off all ties with me on account of that love, said that she needed me as a friend and wanted me back in her life. . .

 

I hate this dream.  It keeps coming back, taking my wants and stringing them into fears and uncertainties.  Taking my worth and destroying it.  If only I were nothing, instead of the disgusting creature I've become!

  However much I know this dream isn't a reality, it keeps this ignorant hope buried inside my chest.  I just wish. . . it could go away.  So that maybe I can start hating someone else, for a change.

FaithEmblem FaithEmblem
18-21
Feb 9, 2009