I'm the oldest of my siblings. I'm my mother only daughter and i have 3 brothers under me. On my father side of 2 sisters. I always felt like the outcast of my family. They all treat me so sadly. When I was a young girl my mother use to always call me nasty names, and always favor my brothers over me and that really hurt my bady, sometimes at the age of 7 I felt runnibg away and never coming home. Coming up as a teenager I use to get bully and tease from school mates, they use to call me names like turtle, throw things at me. I reach out to my mother and told her that I was getting treated in school. Her reply was GROW UP AND STOP ACTING LIKE A CRY BABY! My dad he was always drunk I couldn't talk to him. My silbings were too young to talk to they wouldn't understand. Age 15 my mother kick me out off her house, I was getting in and out of relationship trying to seek for love and attention. Some boyfriends understood me and some abuse me. Now i'm in my 35 I'm still going threw the verbal abuse from my family. Sometimes I feel why was i born. WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!