I Have A Choice...I know that some days can be a „war“. The clouds are grey, the heart cries and the soul gets lost...sometimes without reason and it hurts, but I stand up still. I take a moment and look at my past and see who I am and where I am today. Then I look at the mirror and say: Come on!!!!! I put my clothes on, some makeup and brush my hair. I adjust my armor and fill my heart with strength, and my soul with hope.
I walk through the door with another mind. I face the wind with a thick skin. And I smile the sun with another hopeful face. My heart is strong, I walk my path and try not to fall down. I swallow my crying...I keep walking...I face my problems. And I kill my „enemies“...
Yes, I fight for my dreams and goals, for my life. Do I think it's just me who suffers? No, I am not the only one in this world, each one of us has a cross to carry with. Some people surrender, I don’t. I continue walking walking my field, I battle and I don‘t blame anyone. I can fall down, but I stand up and hold my heart...I walk, I am strong, I am woman who knows what I want and find my happiness.
I have a choice...I am a victor and not a victim.