28 And VirginSo here I'm ... another weekend spent alone... I moved in this country almost a year and a half ago and I dont have any friends,
I don't know what is wrong with me it just seems people don't call me to hang out.
I avoid social activity, I'm really shy and I feel like I'm the most ugliest and boring girl on the planet so it's partially my fault.
The few people I met and I found interesting moved out so once again I was alone in this city...
The ironic thing is that I'm a 28 years old woman still virgin who apparently is very pretty (since that's what guys tell about me) but then why I never had a relationship???
I dont consider myself as religious, I think i'm just a sick person who cannot make any friends and who keeps this huge secret to herself and tell everyone about her "imaginary boyfriend" in order not to tell the true and fall apart.
I live in my own world where I'm loved and happy but I'm wasting my real life and soon I'll be old and full of regrets.
siletgiu 26-30 4 Responses 0 Mar 10, 2011