The 20 Year Old Virgin...It’s not so much that I’ve never had sex, but the fact that I’m a virgin in every sense of the word. Maybe a better title would be “Never been kissed” or “Never had a boyfriend” or even “Never had someone interested in me”, because all those describe me.
It’s sad, but my experience with persons of the opposite sex is limited to what I read in books or see on tv. And every time I’m reminded of this, I feel as though something is wrong with me and I become scared that this will forever be my life...
I know it’s not true, but sometimes I feel as though guys don’t think of me in that way. I feel as though there’s always gonna be someone prettier, someone slimmer, someone more everything than me, and whatever guy that IS interested in me, will ultimately reject me for her. And the longer I remain a virgin (not just about sex), the more I feel that this is my destiny, and the more alone I feel.
Natie 18-21, F 6 Responses 1 May 29, 2012