Made It Into My Twenties!I'm still a virgin.
Ive had one boyfriend and he was a jerk and he pushed me when i wasnt ready and i didnt cave.
Im not religious, I dont care about sex before marriage but I do believe that love should come before sex. i want it to be free of fear and worry. i want it to feel right.
That relationship ended pretty badly and now im too scared to get into another one.
Most people dont believe me when they find out im a virgin. they wonder whats wrong with me. i have a pretty healthy sex drive. i do things manually about four or five times a week. I watch **** when i can find **** that isnt gross and i really want to have sex but im worth waiting for and i dont want to be pushed. Im stubborn and if you push me i just dig in my heels. my ex spent almost two years trying to push me and all it did was make me mad and make me want it less.