I need to get this off my back and share it with someone/everyone. when i was about 13 or 14 i accidentally saw my neighbor walking around her house in her underwear and i was intrigued by it so i started to hang out on the balcony more often hoping ill see her again. i happened to see her again but this time coming out of the shower fully naked!!! I've been a voyeur ever since this incident. now im 34 and i dont know what to feel about this anymore. i feel like im too old to be snooping around to catch a naked neighbor especially that i have a very healthy sex life and im quite satisfied sexually. i enjoy being a voyeur but i am also ashamed of myself. sometimes i feel like a horny teenager which isnt so bad and sometimes i feel like a sleezy pervert. I think i spend way too much time trying to spy on someone naked. time i;d rather spend doing something productive.
Im confused if i should embrace my fetish or seek help to get rid of it. I feel like im on the fast lane to becoming the typical "dirty old man" :)
nightwatcherlb nightwatcherlb
36-40, M
3 Responses Aug 20, 2014

I think the curiosity is very natural mate....I love to take a chance at getting a good peep ....;)

to cfnm4fun
so sorry i deleted your comment by mistake. im new to this site and still figuring things out. a strange thing about this whole urge for me is that its not sexual in the sense that i dont get sexually excited when i'm able to catch a naked neighbor. im just excited by the whole process. its like a hunt!!!! also seeing pictures online of girls caught naked doesnt do anything to me. i have to be part of the hunt.
do you feel the same?

I completely agree! Most of the time for me, it's just to see if I can see something. It doesn't matter to me who it is or what they look like, sometimes it is a woman I wouldn't look at twice outside of the situation. It's actually kind of strange that the sexual excitement doesn't come with it. With that being said, I will say that at times I have seen people engaged in sexual acts and that does turn it into more of an arousing situation, but not to the point I need gratification, just to the point I become more intrigued and consumed by seeing.

The rule is simple: if it bothers you, interferes with your life, try to get help. You might be able to help yourself just by deciding to limit your viewing time. If you can't stop yourself, get help.

Thank you for the reply. you are absolutely right. it never bothered me in the past but now its starting to and thats why im a little confused how to deal with it. maybe it will go away again like it did in the past.... and maybe not,