I adore and love people based on look and the next second I dislike them because I feel uncomfortable around them. Sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating being around them it's a panic attack, I'd get so furious at this lack of control then I want to hurt somebody. If you're in a position where you're close to me and you have those qualities run!

I'll be extremely nice to those I like/care about but it all depends on my mood. The next second when I'm angry mostly out of jealousy or some illogical mood swing I'll want to destroy those people but then my conscience would stop me from being able to do a lot of damage. I get distracted easily I'll find a scapegoat for my anger, mostly those I find attractive.

I'll throw all my anger on you if you happen to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. I sincerely apologize in advance I'm a brat sorry really am.
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Aug 20, 2014