I will tell my story in a later post. At the moment it is important for me to share wth you some things that I find troubling.
it seems to me that some peolpe are eager to be lycan. I of course understand the draw. However, people truly need to understand the hardships that are involved in being a werewolf, as well as what a true werewolf is.
Anyone who is with wolf will understand the dangers, traps, loneliness and yes sometimes pain of being lycan. For those of you I will not rehash strugle that we face.
What is a werewolf? It is a spiritual connecton that runs deep within the soul, a connection that involves family Canidae, not just the wolf. A werewolf is not bitten as many people mistakenly believe. A werewolf is someone who has been accepted and aproved by the soul of the wolf, having been invited into the "pack," so to speak. A werewolf has learned to be loyal to his lupus guide, and still function as Man. Yes indeed, there are spiritual wolves, they do indeed live.
If one has not been accepted into this sacred canidae pack by the spirit wolf leader of all canids (I call this being Grandfather Wolf) then tey may have a great love for wolves causing them to want to be lycan (this is not meant as a slight).
I am a true Lycan, and have been my entire life. I hope that anyone who has a wish to be Lycan truly knows what they are asking for, what is involved and price we lycan realy have to pay sometimes.
I have been searching for quite awhile trying to find a true group, not an easy task. I hope that being a part of this group i will be able to assist through my knowledge, true lycan, who are not yet as seasoned as i am.