I Miss My Husband
My husband died December 13, 2008 from a sudden heart attack. He was only 46 years old and we were married 14 years. I never considered living my life without him and now I find myself alone. We had no children and I don't know if that is a blessing or not. The reason I say that is because I am so lost right now that I don't think I could take care of anyone the way they should be taken care of. Right now, I can't even take care of myself. The grief I feel is so intense that I feel like I am losing my mind. I have returned to work but feel like I really cannot concentrate on my job. My friends and family tell me that it will get easier with time....I just don't see that happening right now. I have always been a strong person, but feel as though my strength died with him.