Lonesome JourneyOne year and 3 months ago I started this long and lonesome journey I have come far but have a long way to go. I do not let myself dwell on what was, what I have lost and what I miss with all my heart for me to do that would defeat all that my love tought and gave me. The joy the love is still in my heart and what my love tought me was life gos on and only we ourselves can make it good or bad, he would be very disappointed in me if I did not pull myself up and do my best to have joy,caring, laughter,and love in my life. I try not to revert into myself for that only makes me miserable and therefor all around me miserable also. Yes I have my time when I cry then I hear his voice, life gos on, no one lives forever, I'm happy you should be to, but I can't make you happy only you yourself can do that.
Day by day, step by step. prayer by prayer I will make it and maybe I can help someone else along the way.