Life As I Know It Will Never Be The Same

i will never feel about the snow the way i use to befor i would hear the weather man say their is going to be a snow storm comming and my heart would lite up but now the very mention of snow makes me sick for you see i lost my husband due to a snow storm. it was january 27th 2011that day everything was fine i woke up got myself together went to work for the school board in my township we haD SNOW THAT MORNING BUT NOT THE BIG SNOW STORM WE WERE WAITING FOR CAME HOME FOR MY MIDDAY BREAK TALKED TO MY HUSBAND ATE LUNCH NEVER KNOWING THAT THIS WAS HIS LAST DAY ON EARTH LATER ON THAT DAY AFTER WORK WE SPOKE AGAIN ON THE PHONE I SAID TO HIM THE BIG SNOW IS COMMING TONIGHT  AND TO STAY AT WORK AND HE SAID HE COULD MAKE IT THROUGH ANY SNOW THAT NIGHT AT 12 AM HE CALLED AND SAID HE WAS GOING TO STAY WELL HE DIDNT HE CAME HOME TO A WALL OF SNOW ON OUR STREET HE COULD NOT GET IN SO HE TOOK OUT HIS SNOW SHOVLE AND BEGAIN TO REMOVE THE SNOW MY DAUGHTER AND I BEGGED HIM NOT TO SHOVLE THE SNOW BUT HE WOULN NOT LISTEN END OF STORY HE DIED OF A HEART ATTACK IN FRONT OF ME AND HIS DAUGHTER LIFE HAVE CHANGED FOR EVERYONE NOW.