I Am a Widow
My husband and I was so excited he retired in Sept 2011 we were going to travel some and visit his children more because they were all in Texas .
In February he was in the kitchen looking for a snack he asked if I needed anything and I said a soda . He thought he pulled a muscle in his back went to the doctor he agreed. Went home with muscle relaxers all was well . Two weeks later he went back to doctor. They then did a x-ray on found the mass on his left lung. We went to a specialist who gave us Two months without treatment and maybe 10 months with treatment. All of this took place in 4 months. My husband of seventeen years died July 19, 2012. I am a 58 widow who's heart is broke and I cannot stop crying.
I am a person who can push thru anything and keep going but the grieve that I am feeling is worse than the cancer we fought for 3 month because I am fighting alone . The one true friend Ii have lost her husband 5 years ago to cancer she is the only one that truly understands. I want my love to return to me but he is not and I must go on .
In February he was in the kitchen looking for a snack he asked if I needed anything and I said a soda . He thought he pulled a muscle in his back went to the doctor he agreed. Went home with muscle relaxers all was well . Two weeks later he went back to doctor. They then did a x-ray on found the mass on his left lung. We went to a specialist who gave us Two months without treatment and maybe 10 months with treatment. All of this took place in 4 months. My husband of seventeen years died July 19, 2012. I am a 58 widow who's heart is broke and I cannot stop crying.
I am a person who can push thru anything and keep going but the grieve that I am feeling is worse than the cancer we fought for 3 month because I am fighting alone . The one true friend Ii have lost her husband 5 years ago to cancer she is the only one that truly understands. I want my love to return to me but he is not and I must go on .
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sthblondie1
Age:
56-60
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Female
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