Screwed The Pooch

after almost 16 years together(almost 14 married), i lost my soulmate. after 1 year of illness, i had to make the decision to take him off life support. we have 4 children, 3 of which are still at home. after a series of bad choices, i alienated his family. i moved too quickly into a relationship. that is now in the process of ending. i am now again, starting over. i feel stupid for moving so quickly, but thats what i did. he isnt good for me. i feel like he moved in when i was weak and alone, and i allowed it. i am now trying to rebuild and i am so scared.
barbnjust barbnjust
41-45, F
Sep 18, 2012