STILL Lost and Alone

I've shared my story before. I lost my husband the greatest love I have ever known and will ever know 10 months ago (April 9, 2008). His name is John he was 34 and died of complications from a seizure disorder ( heart failure). There are still so many questions that will never be answered. I wouldn't wish this pain on my worst enemy but why him? why us? Will life ever be the same again? My name is Heather and I am a 26 year old widowed mother of 2 girls ages 6 and 6 months. Where do I go from here?

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3 Responses Feb 28, 2009

I just want to say how sorry I feel for you at such a young age. I lost my husband July 2008, after only having been married for 2 years, he was in his fifties. I am sure that your children will give you strength and you will always see your husband in them as they grow up. I take great comfort from seeing my step children as I see so much of my husband in them......

I feel for you! I cant teel you where to go from here, I really wish I could but You are the only one that is going to be able to figure that out. My husband passed on 4-21-07 at age 29. Leaving myself 22(then) now 24 an our 2 daughters behind,(then 3 an 1) now 5 an 3 , well 3 on mar. 6th. I can tell you that as time goes on the bad days get fewer but I don't no if they'll ever go away. An some support does help but figuring out what kind of future you an your children will have, you will have to do yourself or it won't last. The best thing that will help you is finding yourself or what seems left of yourself an except that whats lost is never coming back. To know that he is gone is a lot different than excepting it. I'm not going to lie, at first excepting it is going to hurt more than you do now but its the only way you ll be able to move on. I hope this helps a little an wish you the best!

we all must go on and hold the love on a special place in your heart