Hurt and Sad

my husband passed away february 21 09 .he went out side to smoke and he never came back.I love him so much that it is hard for me to think anymore,I don't know what to do without him,i know that God will see me thought,i know to pray but i really miss him at night when it is time to go to sleep.sometime i won't to call out his name and tell him it's bedtime,but i can't. help me if you can.                                             thank you                

                                                             hurt and sad.

newdawn newdawn
51-55
2 Responses Mar 4, 2009

Sorry to hear about your husband.I know how you feel.I lost my husband in oct 10 08 to a heart attact.he was only 35.We were soul mate and best firends.I still tell my husband good night and i love him to this day.Its what makes me go to sleep because at first i was only sleeping for 2 hr aday and not eating.but i hope you will be ok .if you ever want to chat i am here for you girl..LIke i said i know how you feel..laura

God gives 12 months to grieve a loved one so your feelings are heartfelt. mourning is the noise we make when words cant describe....., in time you will be able to cherish the days and years you shared together and your mouning will be at peace and you will be able to start living again, take your time, cry when you need to and talk about your husband, i'm sure you will have some funny and fond memories to share, be patient with yourself<br />
even when others are not, people are always afraid to offend, you will and can do this, God bless and heart felt sympathy to you, andy